User blog:Rage the Hedgehog/PLEASE HELP. NEED ADVICE

I really need help guys.

If you want to know how much of a Sonic fan I am, I just played this Sonic RPG, and I loved it. I beat it and im literally crying right now because of how much I wish Sonic was real and how much easier it is over in Mobius. That also reminds me. You can call me crazy and stupid...

But once, I was having an all night Sonic X marathon on a school night. I fell asleep at about 5:30 AM(I have to get up at 7:00 AM) And I had full energy. Then, I walked to the bus stop after I got dressed and I decided to play around a bit outside at the bus stop.

I was waaay faster than I usually was, and even more agile. There was a tree that I ran up, and I got about 6 steps up the tree when I tried. I didn't watch sonic X for the whole night and I was the same speed, same agility, and I got about 3 steps up the tree when I tried.

I know you guys are gonna go "Thats stupid" but...

I swear, I had a bit of Sonic in me.

I felt more happy and free then all the other days of school, I wasn't depressed(I was usually depressed at school), I just had a bit of Sonic in me.

For one day.

And ever since that day, I have always been down in the dumps, because that gave me what a taste of Mobius is like, that gave me what a taste of... of being free.

This is when you guys call me an idiot and stuff.

I really need some help, Im down in the dumps about everything and will start crying from time to time when I think about Sonic enough.