User blog:Triple-One/i'm long gone

I hate myself extremely right now.

My life is getting fucked up.

I'm poor and I'm not even living in my own house.

My dad got fired from his job because of me, a job he's been working at for about 15 years.

I kept on getting him late, and also, this wasn't the first time I was the cause for him getting fired.

The first time he got fired was for the same reason, I kept getting him late.

I don't know how I can forget about that, I probably won't be sleeping because of this, I can't even think of myself without seeing me being a loser or just a failure right now.

I now don't knowhow to live with myself.

I'm going away for a long time.

I just have to straighten myself out.

For right now, I'm dead.