User blog comment:SamanthaStar/Real reasons for taking a break/@comment-5883671-20150723040510

I can relate. I mean, people accuse me of recoloring art sometimes and at times... I feel like i've wasted my time and tears and blood with art, and I don't get much noticed or anything in return for working so hard on an art peice I made for my character to get something interesting out of it, unless its their character, and they want a request. It makes me feel more like just a person who just draws what they want and I feel sad and a bit upset that I'm only talked to for art requests and not really connecting to anyone....

I know alot don't talk to me which I don't know why anymore... I feel like a ghost in the chat and really, in this wiki in general, get an "hi" in chat  and that's it...nothing else, so your not alone on this sam.

I try to think of a conversation to do, but no one really cares about it.

The sheer randomness gets me upset, a few times its okay...but just nothing but it, can trigger the nerves ya know and  don't see much rps now a days.

I do wonder why certain people can get away with things and yet some people like us get called out for it. It just doesn't make any sense.

And hey, if your looking for someone to talk to, I'll be happy to talk with you, I know we have a few things in common. (besides this blog? with a few things i can tell and relate too) I'm on my wiki, or DA if you ever wanna have a chat. I can assure you, I'm not much on here since I feel like i'm not apart of anything or anyone anymore.

but I hope this sheds some light that you know a few people who can relate to your pain and understand where your coming from.

sincerely, SKF