User blog:IvyMeme/Taking a break from Admin Duties

Yep, you read that right.

I'm taking a break. Because of stress

I don't want to seem I'm abandoning my admin duties beacuse I can't be bothered to do it. It's nothing like that.

btw don't be suprised if I start rambling on xP

I'm just gonna say this...

I've been doing this admin thing for over a year

And never really had a proper break =\

Because I've been an admin for so long, when I come on someone will (well, this has been happening more recently) send me a message about some conflict that happened on the chat or something and expect me to help them. Then the poeple on the over side of the conflict will tell me what happened and expect me to help or something like that. And because of my social issues I feel like I have to help them ;A;

This has happened on 2 occasions now, that I can at least remember, it's probably happened before. It happened with the critique on Rusty and with an rp involving Lee and I think it happened with Faw once.

It just stresses me out a lot ;-;

but of course there's stress in real life too, with some very personal buisness and school. School is my main priority. I want to get good grades in my GCSEs and A levels so i can get a degree in History then study in Australia so I can get a masters degree and maybe actually be a Historian or teacher. And I'm really bad at meeting deadlines and staying focused in class and I really want to get better at that.

Sorry I started rambling on there ^^;

But that's not the point

'''NO I AM NOT LEAVING THE WIKI. '''

I actually come on the wiki to cheer me up when I'm depressed or to get rid of stress and relax, but the admin stuff recently isn't helping ;A;

so I'm going to demote myself for a week or too, just so I can have a little break. I feel like I deserve it, I mean over a year wow o.o

I hope you guys understand...=\