User blog:Sonicsilva1/I'm running out of titles

Hmmm...according to my schedule, all of my exams have been completed, and I'm currently sitting around my computer desk doing absolutely nothing but waiting for stuff to happen.

While everyone is showing their true potential by coloring, drawing, or creating various kinds of stories. Not saying that it's a bad thing, but I'm just jealous in all honesty. Not in a mad way, though, just in a conserved, calm manner. I'm jealous that everyone has some form of skill, but I'm glad for them; they got something to do that makes them happy and makes everyone else happy, just to make their dreams come to life in different forms, and I'm glad they're having a great time with their passion.

However, I feel that I cannot find a passion. Writing isn't doing well for me, drawing and coloring I know I cannot do. All I know that I'm good at is Math and Science, but how could that benefit the community I am in today? I want to do all I can, within my ability, to make myself and others happy for me. I just hate to sit around and mope, so now you don't have to worry about sitting around with me and helping me feel better; I made myself the way I am now, and the only way to fix it is by fixing it myself, apparently (not saying you all are doing terrible jobs at making me feel better, but it's what some people I know in real life claims is the cause of my depression).

On a lighter note, my birthday will be coming up soon. I hope that goes well, as well as my current contemplation on what I should do to help this community out, and broaden my skills and knowledge a little bit. Just spewing out thoughts.