User blog comment:JonicOokami7/Staff Update Blog/@comment-4054869-20150508225917

Honestly. While I have already said that I know what I did was wrong. I do have to say that I admit to somewhat losing intrerest in the wikia due to outside affairs. As for attacking other staff members, again, this was something that was already talked about. So really, I dont mind if you did demote me.

If you see that I "improved" and decide to add me back. I dont mind that either. Though i will say that it'll be not so different than it was before. I'd still kinda tend to myself and when it comes to drama on the chat. I might keep a look out for it.

I should really state that before the "meeting" of demoting me and volt. I was going to say that I wanted a break from being an admin, because of drama that appeared on the chat.

And yes, I do try to handle the problem myself because it was my job, but the reason why I ask others to come in, is because of my own stupitiiy I get overwhelmed and afraid that I might actually do something to make things worse.

I hold nothing against anyone in this chat, and I admit to whatver it is you have charged me with. And as stated before, if I were to get another chance as admin I will try to improve myself...but I will ask personally that the staff itself understands where most others come from with thier actions, words, comments, etc. And when a Staff member is being provoked, that both stories or sides get heard first before anything (Hyprocitical of me for saying this but *shrug*)

So...yeah that's all I have to say.