User blog comment:Carefulspoon/I think i might leave forever ='(/@comment-24.121.184.49-20120403010024

my god...i...i have no idea what to say...I honestly didnt think anybody would care o.o this blog was originally going to be my goodbye note informing everybody I wasn't going to be around any longer, i didnt expect to get even "one" comment...i dont know what to say you guys, i've never actually felt wanted before, this is an entirely new experience for me...I thought i would be doing everybody a favor by leaving, as im always under the impression people dont want me around...truthfully, I had absolutely no idea people would care at all.

@ivy: ivy...i had no idea you felt this way...understand ivy the whole reason I was going to leave in the first place was because i felt that i hurt you terribly D'= i wanted to avoid EVER hurting you again, I felt awful for doing that to you, I know you feel insecure about yourself and i don't want to be around to make things worse for you. Your so important to us ivy, and if me leaving will make you happier then i'll go in a heartbeat. we aren't so different in regards to why we come here though, we view this site as an escape route from the cruelty of the real world, a place where we can be ourselves and have nobody judge us. "if" you do have autism, I want you to know that it makes you really funny, an exceptionally gifted artist, incredibly intelligent, and it makes you a great friend. I "know" i'm not the only one who thinks this...right now i'm an emotional wreck, if your break will help you then you can take all the time you need, sometimes people just need space to sort things out in their heads i totally understand, in fact im gonna take a break myself so i won't be that active for maybe a few days, but if you really dont want me to leave ivy...then i won't.

@Fawful: I dont think im gonna go anymore fawful, if people really want me to stay that bad then i will, im just gonna be gone for a while to compose myself but i'll be back in a few days ;)

@ghost: thanks for your concern ghost, i think i'm feeling better now

@Red: I didn't mean to make you mad red D8 i hope you can, one day, forgive. and i hope this doesn't effect our partnership in any way e.e I really like working with you, i think your a terrififc writer as well, i thought i might have been doing everybody a favor by leaving, like i said, i had no idea people would care...

@Frozina: I SHALL NOT LEAVE? O.O ... well... can't argue with that lol =D im not gonna leave anymore frozina, if people want me to stay that bad then i'll stay :3

@Hero: as i've mentioned before i thought people would be better off with me gone D= I dont wanna hurt people's feelings EVER and i've often thought of myself as a nuisance...all these comments really surprised me and I was speechless when I saw 24 comments posted o.o it was just really unexpected for me cuz i've never really felt wanted before...

@Korey: understand korey i didnt think anyone "did" care about me =< i thought i was just annoying and bothersome and that people only wanted me to leave...but thank you =')